Coklat Panas, Senja dan Hujan :)

Senja baru saja bercerita tentang Ilalang di musim kemarau. Ilalang yang meranggas ditebas mimpi hujan yang tak kunjung datang.

To where the skies are blue?

Sun goes down once again
while I sit here and feel the tears
running down my cheeks
no I am not afraid of the dark
but the darker it gets the more I realize
that there is no one to depend on
no one to believe in
And so I wait to die here all alone
like the daylight dies while it is fading away
because nobody knows for sure
that the sun will burn through that cold night once more


3 words, 8 letters, 3 syllables, 5 vowels, 3 consonants, 2 nouns, 1 emotion, many meanings, a big lie, a rare truth: I LOVE YOU!

Not Perfect Enough


So, I’m gonna make this ultra-simple,
the most primitive form of telling how I feel: “I love you”.
And I love being with you! I love your giggle, your silly grin, your energetic story-telling (with your hands waving aroud), your sharp bitchiness. I love our awkwardness when our hands meet, and the fact we act it cool.Oh and I love the way you walk, the way you dance, the way you sing (god, the way you sing make angels sound like Doraemon!). The ambitions that I share. The way of thinking that I understand. The unconventional person, you are. You are the odd-shaped jigsaw puzzle that I’m looking to fit. And you completed me.
Thus, when they ask me: why do you love him?
I can safely say: what is not to love?